...I had a blog with plenty of posts that I would have liked to revisit someday. Unfortunately, it seems to be lost.
The real question is why am I looking for it now? Who knows... Maybe I'm trying to find my identity, if I ever had one. Maybe there's something in there that can help me deal with the present and has answers for me.
What I know is that I hate the person I've become and what I've made of myself. I could have been someone so much better. Maybe I'm looking for proof that I always knew I would end up like this. Maybe I'm just looking for an excuse - self pity.
It sucks when you think that there's just one person in this world that can truly understand you... And then realise that you're alone. Maybe I'm meant to be. Maybe it's what I deserve.
Maybe the end is near... I can only hope.
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